at office

this is only to begin with...
i m in the office and u can guess how much work i have been appointed by the fact that i have started writing blogs sitting in here.
It's funny to see how a summer internship can change your viewpoint. You always knew a person, who would never mail you leavealone call u up and one day when u are sitting at your desk doing nuthing great at all when a little pop up displays "it's quite lonesome here." then u can feel it and relate. it made me rush to the loo so taht i could cry and get back to "professional" before anyone oculd see me. you always thought the maximum you could be online is for 4 hours at a stretch but suddenly net has now becoem like your life line. You thank god your office is equipped with it.
you realize how addicted u have grown to people that you can't do without speakign to them atleast 7-8 times the whole day. slowly, one starts feelign she has played all the games on facebook.
after the 8th semester you think you cnat possible look at the black screen nemore...and in the office you sit tight with your finger's crossed , murmuring "god, please make my boss realize, i can design,on autocad, using my brain."
its funny how we look forward to these trainings, snare at friends, mysteriously call offices, make big plans, prepare big portfolios, flaunt it off. but in the end nuthing really matters