I have always believed that the first time is special.. but off late I see there is something more special about the second time of anything. Second time is when you know what you do not like and work your best to not get to face it. You close your eyes and mentally shout to be strong to concentrate on things you like the most MOST...There is the pressure of playing cool about your past yet the ease with which you are accepted. The obvious concern which you never expected, with a pinch of neglect of which you had been talking to yourself about. You tremble at first because it is a change after all, new faces, new names, new attitude but this time you are more confident about yourself. You start liking yourself more. There is definite guilt of why you didn't make it work the time before or the doubt of how things would be if you only had pushed a little harder but then it feels nice to tell yourself "why not"? Why not try everything this time because you know what you missed out on the last time and of what could go bad and how best to avoid it.
It's the simpler feelings and thoughts related to any second time which I feel makes it more special. Second College - only determination, Second kiss - simply connected, Second Ice Cream in a day- heaven when you need it most, Second Rank - propeller, Second time watching that pathetic movie - strong blind believe, Second go at love - passionate about it, Second chance - protective towards it, Second Hospital visit - hope, Second touch - Strong attention, Second Glance - curious surety, Second Question - attention grabbed, the Second 'Time' - satisfaction with increased want.
So the second time leaves you loved, motivated, relaxed, clearer in the head and pepped up for being a part of the bigger game. It has been a full on double doze of drama, fun, relieve and experience of a life time which tells me to buckle up for more. Thanks A, A, A, B and a place called my EX-OFFICE.
It's the simpler feelings and thoughts related to any second time which I feel makes it more special. Second College - only determination, Second kiss - simply connected, Second Ice Cream in a day- heaven when you need it most, Second Rank - propeller, Second time watching that pathetic movie - strong blind believe, Second go at love - passionate about it, Second chance - protective towards it, Second Hospital visit - hope, Second touch - Strong attention, Second Glance - curious surety, Second Question - attention grabbed, the Second 'Time' - satisfaction with increased want.
So the second time leaves you loved, motivated, relaxed, clearer in the head and pepped up for being a part of the bigger game. It has been a full on double doze of drama, fun, relieve and experience of a life time which tells me to buckle up for more. Thanks A, A, A, B and a place called my EX-OFFICE.
